Last week was so so strange. Way up and way down. Not really sure where I'm at right now. Feeling emotionally defunct. In need of a confidant, but the usual suspects are all preoccupied. We've all got our own shit. Meanwhile, I feel like I am growing old against my own will and my maturity and my sense of responsibility are seriously lagging behind. I am trying hard. I keep putting myself out there in every direction, but most of the time, I feel just like a mouse on a wheel. I'm running and running and running and getting nowhere.
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